08/17/17 - First Post!

Hello, I'm Via!

     So, it's only Thursday, and I have plenty to speak about. Well, not 'plenty', I'm being dramatic, but hey! That's me!

     Let's start with late April, early May because this is background information you'll need friendos. So there's this boy, we'll call him Andy, I liked so deeply. I planned to get closer to him, as any sane person would do with their crush. Eventually, my friends convinced me to tell him how I felt, and so i sent the long message confessing my looovvvveeee(sarcasm, i mean my admiration of him) for him. It took him a total of 2 hours and 35 minutes to text back and tell me that he feels the same way about me! Also, he said that he needed time to think about us. 

     I gave Andy the time, plenty of it, actually. One day my friend, we'll call her Jamie, invited me and Andy out to go to the bowling alley near us. It was so amazing, he is such a good and fun person. I should be bashing him, but I can't. Anywhooooo. At the bowling alley, we, obviously, bowled, ate, and took photos in the photo booth. One of the pictures, Jamie and I were kissing Andy's cheeks and he got so extremely bright red. It's such a cute photo, honestly. Maybe I'll post it later :) Who knows. 

     After we got done bowling, we played in the arcade waiting on our rides. Jamie left first and my mom got there next but I didn't want to leave Andy alone in the arcade so I texted my mom I'd be out when his mom got there. She was cool about it, so Andy and I both sat on the gaming motorcycles and talked, flirted, and laughed. I'm such an awkward person but boy, it's so easy to talk to him. 

     When his mom got there, I grabbed the box of my pizza and packed up my bag to go to my moms car. I turned around and bam, there was Andy, reaching out to hug me. I literally panicked. I'm so awkward, I had a HUGE box of pizza in my hand and he's over here trying to HUG ME? Not that I was complaining, I mean, I liked the boy! 

     So I hugged him and we went our separate ways. Then we got closer in school too. In 6th period, he used to sit a little ways away from me and he moved his seat right next to me, our legs touching. We were always touching in some way( Don't take that the wrong way, ya pervs!). Then when Early June rolled around he had to go visit family for the whole summer. So all we really had was text, when he wasn't out doing something where he had no reception, and facetime. So during the summer we slowly started to drift apart, sadly. When late July came around, I found out where I was moving and when. I didn't want to tell him because it would push us right back to square one and i knew it. But I decided to tell him. When I did, we grew even more apart. 

     When I talked to him about him rarely texting me, or facetiming me, he chose to end it and I had to agree because his happiness is very important. And if that meant I was to be kicked out of his life, then so be it. Jamie and Andy were like best friends and she stopped talking to me too. ALSO LAST WEEK AND TODAY HE WORE MY HOODIE. THE HOODIE I GAVE HIM SO WE'D BE FAIR ON THE HOODIE GAME. HE WORE IT TO SCHOOL.I GAVE HIM HIS HOODIE BACK. GIVE ME MINE.

     So, last week, I overheard a friend of mine that sits directly behind me in Geometry,we'll call her Melissa(If you're from honeybun, you know her as Jane!), talking about how her, Andy, Jamie, and Jamie's boyfriend were going on a double date. I didn't really think anything of it, cause there's plenty of Andy's in my school and I figured it wasn't the one I liked. 
     Sure enough on the day she said the double date was going to happen, they posted on instagram and it was that Andy. Then, on Monday, she was wearing his hoodie. I kinda wanted to scream in the middle of the hallway. Melissa was one of my closest friends, she was one of the people who encouraged me to tell Andy I like him. She was pushing us closer, she was so happy for Andy and I. 
     And before you people who like to attack me for how I feel. I cannot choose how I feel because I'm human. And if I did have the choice to choose how I feel, I would choose to be happy for both of them. But, She broke girl code. For those of you who don't know what girl code i'm talking about. Girl Code: Friends are not allowed to date guys/girls that their friends have liked or dated. 
(Edit: Yo guys, Andy and Melissa broke up like after 5 days lmaaaaooo)
     So, on Wednesday (08/16/17) I went to the eye doctor I got my eyes dilated. Honestly, such a weird experience, three different drops go in your eyes. After, I got my blood drawn to test for Thyroid disease, yippee! I absolutely HATE needles. I flinched and they missed my vein but they didn't need to re-poke. The doctor pushed it around in my arm to get my vein. When it finally got in there, I like cringed really hard because it felt like a bubble popping.
     Today in Geometry, I was absent from school yesterday, which meant I had time to do my homework. I didn't understand my homework and so it made me nervous to give him my homework FULL of guesses. Lmaooo. 

That's my post for today, ahaha! 
         Best Wishes Babies,
                                         Via B.